So ish has been mighty hard lately, im really startin to realize life is the bitch its made out to be. its really startin to f.ck me in my side. and well i need to get a grip cus its gettin the best of me. so im sittin here fighting for my sanity. cus i really am going insane wit the problems i face. i jus need an outlet. i need to get away. i need a vacation. yea that would help ALOT. but otha than the bitch side of life, im actually seeing that she is very much a lady. despite the times she flares up she smiles on me. i have a source of income and a beautiful girl in my corner. shes down for me. i guess its jus a matter of playin ur cards right. right? welp i'll be updatin again soon.im out.