From now on im no longer assuming. im not expectin the worst nor the best about things. im jus going to sit back and chill and jus let the chips fall where they may. i jus feel like i cant make things go the way i want them because i have no control over them. so why try when i can jus watch from the sideline. when your not playin in the game you cant get injured right??? and thats how i feel. i honestly believe that if things are meant then they'll happen so im not gonna stress. i jus gotta work on gettin my head back. cus your too attached when you get offended so easily and i find myself doin that alot. im jus be cool about things from now on maybe non chalant is the way to go. so thats it for this update. IM OUT.